XradicalD's life share.

"What the hell am I doing?"

2012-01-30T21:51:00.000-08:00

Straight from twitter:

Ugh... Sorry for the flood of cryptic, cheesy and corny, tweets, I will try to get this clear.
Since Sheva didn't "cared" for my well being, I decided to, shall we say? Take her Premium account of me, to a regular one (Sorry)
And just treat her like a, regular person. Nothing fancy from me, just plains simple me, just a few words.
Bad news bear when she... actually showed signs of humanity from her part. Actually asking me if everything was alright.
And sure, everything was fine, as in, actually fine, just didn't treat her with, well, my love and kindness.
I actually felt some kind of power, of making her suffer a little.
Every little chat I had with her, even if it was, just, about school stuff, she would enjoy it and be happy with it.
And when I didn't talk to her, she would be there, just lost in her thoughts, sad actually.
A lot of thoughts came to my mind, mainly "What the hell am I doing?"
... fuck this, time to blog it.

And now, back to "The Unradical times of XradicalD"

A lot of thoughts came to my mind, mainly "What the hell am I doing?" And this, is when I began on thinking on the main question to everything "Why? Why am I doing this?"

I got many answers from myself, yet so little. One of them was "To get her attention" but it was quickly scraped, since it would be me being something I hate, an emo. Other one was "Because you're not going to fall for her again, and become her slap dog" this one was the most accurate I could go, I wouldn't want to be that dumbass, who treats how her boyfriend should and yet, gets nothing, while his boyfriend gets what I should have.

In theory, it was simple, from my side, it was the true answer, but then I though... what if she asks? What if she triggers the questions of "Why?" Sadly I still like her and, the answer I have wouldn't be... I can't explain, it would have all my whatever screwed up, more than it already is.

What I wonder is, how does she feel about me? Is she worried about me like, more than just friendship? Or she is just worried as a friend? I think the latest could be the one that is more precise.

I just don't know, what to think, what to say, what to do. More now, since, well, we were speaking on msn, and she began to talk to me, great idea from her, she attacked from where I was alone, without company, without anyone next to me, without anyone seeing us (That is, unless msn spy on users or something, but I doubt my importance to Hotmail) Without any more w/e, this is how it went:

She: Why don't you talk at school?

Me: I speak quite a lot with Steve.

She: Yeah, but not with me.

ME: Hmm... I think you're right.

She: Do you want me to leave you alone?

This questions, just... just took me by surprise, I could just tell her "Yes, leave me alone" and... she would had, how long? I don't know, maybe for a little while, maybe forever, I didn't want to fancy my chances, so in resume, I said "No"

Me: Lets talk about this tomorrow

She: Well, then I will leave you alone for now, we shall speak tomorrow, or so I think.

Me: Yes, tomorrow, I don't feel very well right now.

She: But... you promise you will talk to me tomorrow?

I actually though of this, for a minute or two. I didn't want to face my demons... but it's got to be done.

Me: I promise

She: Thanks

I actually felt like shadow for saying that.

What I DON'T LIKE ABOUT THIS IS...

1) That I am involved in it, yeah, no shit, huh?

2) I am in a sea of women that like me, and I love the one that already has a boyfriend and is complicated as fuck, go me, go FUCKING me. I wonder How I always end up like this...? (See Flandre's story)

"How come I never meet any nice girls...?" - Dante, MvC3

3) Sheva seems to be that kind of girls that everyone likes, (Well, on their groups) and I THINK she has this kind of shit too often; Guy likes her, she doesn't, guy feels like shit, she feels bad for something that she can't control and, it isn't her fault. Like a curse.

And so, the tale shall continue, lets see in what kind of strange zone she places me... and where I shall place her too...

*Disclaimer: I know my problems aren't the "World's hugest problems" and that people have it worse and just smile their way to the future... but they are still there... and they are causing quite some havoc on me.

Over all how I feel:

But guess every night I still lay awake, and I dream of an absolution, But every night it just stays the same, In my dream of an absolution.

Bashed out of the spotlight.

2011-09-29T16:31:00.000-07:00

The next text is how as it was on twitter:

That feeling when you only feel like eljsNBkfjzfb xbgvkdzfkjdkfvSJD KBSdfvgkHFdvkjzdshv

OH come on! I was being left behind, on the shadow, now that I give the cold shoulder, now someone else gets the spotlight.

Yeah you probably have no idea of what I am talking about, can't blame you, I just got to the point

Well, here's the thing, my friend Sheva seems to be replacing me with my other friend, let's call him... I have no idea, just "Friend"

Rumia_Nanoka A

@XradicalD "steven" maybe?

@Rumia_Nanoka Sounds like a plan

ANYWAYS, steven will be, just cause @Rumia_Nanoka said so

So here's the deal, while I talk like, all the day with my friend Sheva, she seems to get more interested on Steven chats

I mean, it's cool and that but, it's like I get, left out of the group. NOTE Sheva already has a boyfriend, just a note

Anyways, I get upset cause, hey, I get being the second choice for a chat, rather than, we 3 talk together

And I feel really, unappreciated. I mean, she speaks only like, less than 20 minutes with him the whole week and I sense her interest...

... high on him. That just gets me upset, cause it could get to a point where she breaks with her actual BF and go with Steven.

Which would leave me "left behind"

Plus, why him instead of me? (Plus he is way older, 7 years older than us, fuck!) Now here is where it gets complicated. I like her, and I wouldn't like to loss her attention, talks and shit

And then I would be the "Outlaw" again, like high school.

But today, the thing just BLASTED. Normally, me, sheva, steven and other girl make a group of 4 for the art class and we do GREAT! But today...

This dead weight dumb bitch took my seat (Which also mean, the team seat) and they said fucking nothing

And so I am left behind, in my mind I said (And so, it begins...). Minutes latter the teacher said to work on teams.

... this is going for quite long, should I blog it instead of spam twitter? Guess I shall

And now to the blogging

Funny, cause we used to say "We got a 3 winning streak, let's keep it up!", by that I mean, we 4 finished the work first than everyone else, got it right and also got out of class early.

And so, I get left behind, and I had to go with another team, the point of the work-in-class was to, do questions, ask other team in some, order and if a team answer correctly, they would get 1 point (For the team, the team with the highest score would get extra points). I said to myself that I shall beat them and show them, that they made a big mistake. And so it goes, question after question. Interestingly, my team was on last place, which made me feel on S.S. Herpaderp about to crash an iceberg, but we didn't gave up.

Short story long, we pulled out a "WomboCombo/Combofiend Bionic arm comeback" and won the Activity, which also got us extra points for the exam. So I got in a full "Chaos Blast Dark Bar thing" from Shadow The Hedgehog, I was happy, FUCKING happy. I felt like if I got on the bad guys side to get stronger than the main characters, and won.

Anyway, other than feeling great after such a tasteful revenge, I still felt, betrayed. So I didn't hang out with them for the rest of the class, I just went straight to steve thinking "I JUST SHOWED YOU" but I just said hi and went the other way, I was thinking "Yeah you two do what the fuck you guys please, I shall seek for, more power" Yeah.... I actually though that.

Since Steven is in, group 2 and me and Sheva on group 1, we normally sit together, talk and such. But since I was a tad heart broken (B'awww) and full of power and revenge (Yeah... sorry for that) I didn't speak with her, at least not until latter.

Anyway, I forgot we had to do an speech for our communication class, good thing lately I have been able to put a good speech out of freaking none where (I thank God for that) with little info. Unfortunately the dumb dead weight bitch was part the team. I did good, but she made me look bad, since she didn't knew what to say (And I though I was bad, I pulled a good speech with LITTLE information about it)

Funny, that girl knew that something wrong was going on, (I really hate to "wear masks" and fake emotions, being happy and like if everything was alright. Funny, it actually hurts doing that rather than feeling down, but still, I don't like making my problems everyone's problem, I really don't) so I said that everything was alright.

So the communication class finishes and I go to the bathroom while I think about all this, what am I doing, so I came to 2 conclusions:

1.- I wondered why I did that to Sheva? Upon thinking, I noticed that, don't speaking to her made me test her. If she asked, she cares about me, if she doesn't, either she doesn't know what's going on, or just don't care about my mood swings and will probably ignore me.
2.- I noticed that it was just a tantrum from me, and having my tantrum made the whole class have a dull, stressing and insecure feeling. Cause everyone knows me and says hi to me (Don't ask how I became such a "celebrity") but instead I just said an, uncheerful and unhappy response, "Hey..." instead of my happy and smiling "What's up?". So for the good of, freaking everyone, I swallowed my tantrum and began to speak to her again.

She wasn't on a great mood either, well shit, I though I WAS THE ONE WITH THE PROBLEM, NOT YOU, WERE IS ALL YOUR HAPPINESS NOW!?

And so Steven comes to pay us visit:
Steve: Hey, what's up?
(That's how "¿Que pasa?" would be translated, which is kind of a 2 way question, "what's up" and "what's wrong?" and I though he was meaning the second one)
Me: Nothing, I am just fine.
Steve: I asked what's up not your state
Me: (Good one, you son of a bitch, now you know that something was wrong) WELL, I am listening to music and I got stuck in "Sweet Home", that's what you wanted to hear?
Steve: Yeah that's it.
(He knew I would answer "I am fine" when I am not)

And so he and Sheva speak about homework and shit (They share a class)

And so, the day finishes and I arrive home, feeling happy cause I got my revenge (The art class one) but still, I feel like I will be getting, far from them, a blender of feelings.

And just now I connect to MSN, just for the heck of it and so Steven ask me about my mood of today:

Steve: Hey what's up? Sheva is sad, what's up with that? Can I help you with anything?
Me: Well, is she sad? (Oh, now she got the spotlight) Why?
- 1 minute latter, nothing happens -
Me: Well, not me, I am good, or will be, it's always like that
(I always heal my own wounds, remember Flandre?, God damn.)
Steve: Alright then
Me: Wow that was easy
Steve: She says you don't speak with her (But I fucking did) and that your mood is different

NOW this just makes me want to take my heart out with all its feelings, throw it as hard as I can to the wall and step on it, since nobody cares about them and it's only causing me problems (As in, love to others and that shit, I now my family loves me) Cause I am on a freaking blender of betrayal and heart brokering and she is just sad.

This happen just now, which makes me wonder. At least she got interested on why of my current mood, but she didn't asked me directly, I mean, Flandre did, though she just wanted to have things on good standing.

Which makes me wonder, did I got what I wanted to? What should I do now? But I can't simple let things go like nothing, cause if shit doesn't get sorted out, it will just rise again, eventually.

So maybe I should ask them if I am of any annoyance to them and if they want me to leave them alone (As in, ACTUAL annoying, cause I know I am, but in a playful manner) and some other shit. Cause either it could be me just being, paranoid, or it can be the truth, whatever it is, I must find out.

Either way fuck this shit *Opens portal to another dimension and enters*

Lost in Nightmares

2011-09-22T01:33:00.000-07:00

(Music to set the mood)

So this happen on the morning of Wednesday, 21 of September, I slept a bit late that day (Like at 4:30AM).

So this is how my dream started, I was travelling on my mother's uplander, she was driving, however, we were either on a really dark forest or a light less tunnel, the only light source was the control board thing (You know, the one with, how fast are you going and that stuff) which was really dim and didn't light up that much.

Anyway, I was on the 2nd row of seats with my brother, we were talking (Can't remember what), and I heard the voice of a little girl on the 4th row of seats (Which was strange for me, since the uplander only have 3 rows of seats) I could barely see her, she had a hat and wore pink clothes, like if she was a doll. My thoughts were "Oh she must be a guest or something" so I didn't paid much attention.

We kept on talking, when she began to speak again, my brother told me "Go and check who is it", at that moment, I knew SOMETHING WASN'T RIGHT. I was going to jump to the 3rd row of seats and check, but I thought it wasn't such a good idea since it was dark, so I reached my hand to turn on a light (that can be found on either sides of the 3rd row of seats) when I got paralysed, I was scared, I can't really remember what scared me, I barely remember what happen, I think her face changed to something more horrible, she changed to an eyeless, pale person, I believe.

After that, I "woke up", in the same position I remember I slept, but something was in front of me, heavy breathing, talking, or so I think it was. I was also paralysed of fear, but I had my laser mouse in my hand (No idea why), I tried to light whatever was in front of me with the light of it, but quickly I thought "Whatever is in front of me, probably won't be happy with me doing that"

So I just stayed quiet, scared, paralysed, then I said "God help me, God help me..." but then I stop, and thought "Probably if I say it for a third time, something bad could happen"

Few second latter, I woke up, for real this time, I was scared the shit out of me. I am normally not that scared of nightmares (As in, stayed scared for a while after them), but the "Waking up" sure tricked me. Anyway, I went back to sleep, while still being scared.

Then I got waked up by my alarm. I did my generic routine to get ready for school, take a shower, change clothes, etc. My dad took me to school like always, I began to tell him about my nightmare, but I didn't had time to finish it so I said "I will tell you latter"

The day went as normal, got done with the day, got home, take a nap, etc. When I was having dinner, my dad reminded me about the nightmare, and so I go on explaining, until I reached the part were I describe the girl "She had a hat, dressed like a doll, like, I think she was like our cousin Caroline" (I said that because my aunt used to dress her like if she was a doll, old ones. My cousin Caroline died a long time ago, in resume she had Asthma problems, don't feel like going into details with that one).

In the moment I said that, my mother interrupted me, with something that made me shat a fucking skyscraper. She said that, that day, September 21, was the day when my cousin Caroline died.

Words can't explain how freaked out I was after hearing that, I didn't knew she died that day, not like I could remember, I was like 4 or 5 when she died, at the age of 7 or 8. Not like I have been thinking of her recently either, which just leaves me wondering, why the coincidence? And most important, why me?

Guess I will never find out.

2011-05-15T15:08:00.000-07:00

(Inb4 anything, I am writing this post pissed)
SO! I got a tad pissed from home, Yeah? Yeah.

Like always, I got on my computer logged in on MSN and answered a post on the SSoH forum, perfectly normal, nothing wrong with me, UNTIL Flandre decided to appear

Lets remember, YESTERDAY, Saturday, I went to hang out with Flandre, pretty BORING, I mean, it had its good moments, but, most of the time, me tweeting on my phone how bored I was.

SO, this is how it went.

She: You got bored yesterday, right?
ME: Yes
She: You're always bored and angry

Now you done it, you got me with my guns loaded and no fear with gun sling the next poor soul that cross my path. In other words, I was pissed, and I didn't hesitate to be nice and avoid conflicts, enough of that crap.

Me: I am having fun right know, how curious that every time I am with you, I am bored and angry. Right now I am angry, but not precisely with you

Too bad I closed the window and I can't remember the whole thing, silly me.

Me: Tough, you said something yesterday that actually made me angry
Me: "I do everything to live here"
She: I said I did everything to be there (To arrive to meet us at school)
Me: Even worse, because you shouted me that, angry. A really stupid comeback, I remark, STUPID

Yeah yeah, I was pissed and I don't want to hear "You don't do that to girls" Fuck that, I do what the fuck I want, aren't we all the same with same rights? Plus it's kind of sexist since it means that women are weak and can't defend themselves. In other words, fuck you. (Not you, my smart reader)

She: You don't know what I did to be there! I am living a hard life!

Aww boy! Here we go again!

Me: I can secure you that your life ISN'T HARDER THAN MINE!

I secure it's true, I am not saying to you reader "I have a hard life, plz pity me" No, I meant that she should deal with it, she isn't the only one with problems.

She: I am having a horrible life right now.
Me: There are people with worse problem that us...
She: Yeah I know
Me: ...and go through everyday like nothing
She: Well, I be back, my mother want to do something

I am not this bitch's crying pillow. Fuck that, she had her chance, and she know it, she just want to use my left over feelings for her and take advantage, I am NOT her pocket friend. And I am sure I don't want her, I don't love her, and we don't have anything in common, other than being alive

I am pissed

Ema trying too hard, I think

2011-05-03T23:36:00.000-07:00

So, today I had the last 2 hours of school free (One teacher didn't presented that day and the other had a meeting) And so, I message my dad telling him that I'm already done. Normally it takes him 15 minutes to arrive at school, since it's REALLY FAR from my house.

After I got out of the classroom and I was about to get to the entrance (Everyone have a special place where you chill, right? The entrance of the school is that place for me)

So I was walking minding my own business and then I feel something grab my arm, I knew who that could be...

It was "Ema" (You know, not her real name BUT we will stick with that) and so she hug me (Since I gave her one THAT TIME, now she does it every time) so the conversation starts...

She: Hey
Me: Hey... how's it going? Are you going to ask me for a penny?
She: :O I gave you a hug and I didn't asked for one, did you see?
Me: Yeah, since it's normal that you ask ALWAYS for one...
She: Hey! I will go to your house today
Me: You always say that and never get there...
She: But TODAY I shall go! We will even take your dog for a walk
Me: My dog (Lucy) doesn't really like me, she likes more my brother
She: Well, but I shall go to your house tonight

And so her 2 near friends heard "House tonight" and that were everything started to take a, different course. One blonde haired and a Black haired one. I'm running out of names here, so let's just call them Blonde and black, excuse my lack of originality.

Blonde & Black: ooohhh at night, uh!
Ema: ! Stay quiet!
Me: *Looks around like a normal idle animation* (Too much RDRedemption)
Ema: So I will go, ok?
Me: You always say that
Ema: I never go cause you never agree
Me: I always say "Alright then"
Ema: The last time you said I couldn't go
Me: Cause my family comes tired from work and they don't feel like dealing with people (True)
Ema: But we could just talk on the side walk
Me: But that's not the way I threat guest
She: *Impressed*
Blonde: You two make a nice couple!
Ema: H-hey! S-Shut up!

And so she does that little "hit you but playing" thing while I just look my way to scape to the front door.

Blonde: Hey do you think she is pretty? *Grabs and plays with Ema's hair* She does have pretty hair.
Me: So Ema, what you were saying?
Blonde: Do you want her as a girlfriend?
Ema: ! S-stay quiet!
Me: . . .
Ema: Shut up!
Blonde: Hey! I'm just trying to get you a boyfriend

Here is when I wanted to have a girlfriend, NO, not her, one already, just to spawn and say:

"Hey! He's mine, stay away from him! *hiss* "

Anyone, even if that meant to spawn something from another dimension and reality, Cynthia, Rosalina, Yukari, Peacock/OrangePrincess, Roll, ANYTHING AND ANYONE even freaking Flandre (The real one)

Cause I was feeling kind of, uncomfortable, and cause whatever I said here, could end me up with, either a girlfriend (that could be more of a tool, you know, not really interested, just use her for my... sexual desires (Kissing, feel her, parts and... others)) or end up with communications, sorry if I sound like a jerk, I live in a man's body.

Why? CAUSE it could have got me out of there in an, epic manner (Tough, it could mean "End of communication with ema" but, whatever)

BUT NO! That never happen and probably won't, unless Yukari exist somewhere and for some reason she decided to stop by just to say that, which is most likely never going to happen, I'm a geek.

So, Flash back flash back, you can give me the flash....

Blonde: Do you want her as a girlfriend?

Ema: ! S-stay quiet!

Me: . . .

Ema: Shut up!

Blonde: Hey! I'm just trying to get you a boyfriend

Me: Right, I need to go, see ya's

And I walked away and I mentally waved "whatever" like John/Jack Marston on the mission "American Appetites" (6:44)

While they just stay frozen, apparently like:

Ema: You screw it up blonde!

So that's what happen today, hope you enjoyed it

tough she seems nice to touch and fuck..

Ben and me

2010-09-23T13:28:00.000-07:00

DISCLAIMER: This post contains swearing and ''grown up'' words. You have been warned, tough i think you hear worse things at school any ways, even from the teachers.

First of all let me get things straight, i don't think this is all, you know, real and all. I think it's just really a coincidence and have it's reasons, but i would like tobelieve it was ben.

Anyways let's get started:

1.- Ben drowned me

One day, I woke up tired, confused, sweating and with my mouth full taste of salt, like if you drink water from the ocean.

It's like when Zora link found the Elegy of emptiness statue on the great bay, on the ocean floor. On the Creepy pasta, that meant that ''Ben'' drowned.

So, I said ''Haha, ben drowned me'' Since:

A) Sweating would represent the ocean water

B) Confused and tired would be after stop trying to fight for my life and, just get drown (Which by the way i think is one of the most horrible ways to die)

C) Salt would be, well, the salt that the ocean have that i swallow

After that i laughed because the coincidence, Ben going after me? Psst, why me of all the people?

2.- Dead

Before getting to sleep, i cuddle next to my bigger brother (In a the same way that the babies are inside their mothers, Fetal pose or something), since i read some creepy pastas and, they were scaring me (The minecraft one and the one of the Angel being called boogie man)

First i was scared, looking in the dark, it looked like Herobrine was there, in the corner watching me. Then i said ''Oh, good thing that I have angels that protect me.... Oh shit the boogie man'' (I am Christian BTW)

After some time I manage to sleep. After that i had the dream but here's the thing

Today (September 23, 2010)

I dream that i was EXACTLY on my room, same sleeping position, same furniture.
(Like this, but without the daylight)

It was my room, but more dark. (Like this, but with easy photoshop editing)

I dream that i was playing Majora's Mask on my laptop (Full screen), i was at great bay, at night, playing as zora link, i was at the bottom of the beach (Of the entrance of the area)

Something like this:

Yet, there was a dense fog and i said ''Man, if ben appears...'' And said and done he appeared (As the Elegy of emptiness statue) But he was laying down in front of link, then he stand of, not in an animation, like, the next frame he was stand up. I was really scared i was like ''Ooooh shit, i am so screw'd'' I wanted to press ''C-Up'' to look at him, but everything went slow motion, REALLY slow, i couldn't press up.

Instantly after that, I was again, in my room, but I think on the same position as the ''Death Link'' (Which i found out that it's the pose when you're being swag'd by the skull kid) My eyes were open, but i couldn't move, i was trap, i was dead. (Like this)

I knew things were really wrong, i was TOO scared.

After that i woke up, with a relief that it was only a dream, was it, right?

Now some explainations about what could cause this;

General: This week i had exams, partials, it's like the final boss of the subjects of this semester, so i was stressed and under pressure.

1st thing, drown: I can't really explain that one, since, i didn't had anything weird for dinner, and i have the air conditioner on, so, it's cold in my room. Anyone here can explain?

2nd thing, dream: Well, i slept at, 5:00Am and i had school at 8:00 (Plus i wake up at 6 to get things ready for school) I was tired and i knew i wasn't going to sleep a lot.

I really like Ben, I think he's cute (wat?) and say the most nice things like ''Even if nothing is said, I be there watching'' Like an angel, but he won't harm to the ones that harm me, and probably try to rape me when he gets the chance, so that sucks on ice. Jadusable watch for your monster please.

Well, anything else? If i later dream about getting killed by Ramirez, i mean, gomess from Majoras mask I would totally believe about Ben existence, if not, just coincidence

Or if Luna decide to talk to me about me being one of her sons, brix will be shat. Hijo de la luna, De padre canela, nació un niño, blanco como el lomo...

Wait hold the phones, is getting suspicious here...

Double ice cream, why do i deserve it.

2009-08-10T14:41:00.000-07:00

Everything started at my grandma house. Since my cousing live there, I was playing with him some sonic games. After a while my dad said ''Jonathan, we are doing a 1st trip to the house, you're coming?'' (We do 2 trips, since my mom never stops of talking)

And my cousin said ''Jona Can i can i?'' I knew what he was going to ask so i said ''No!'' (He want to go to my house, what i don't like is that he never have a plan of what to do, he just come to my house and see what to do. On the rare cases that i want to go to play with him, i go with some games, and my DS and money of course)

But he didn't give up easy, just after i said no, he asked me infront of all the family ''Jonathan, can i go to your house???'' I was like ''FFFF!!!'' But i said ''No abraham'' Then her mother said ''Why not?''

Everyone was looking at me with a face of ''Well, what are you going to say?'' I hate when my cousin do that, cause it's hard to explain why not. Anyways, after a few moments of thinking i said

''Because, I normally sleep. Also I think i heard my dad said that we were going to see a movie, also, normally Abraham doesn't know what to do. Also, once time, he was playing and i fell asleep (True history) after i woke up, he was still playing. And normally, he calls you if you can go to my house and pick him up'' (Yeah lots of also)

After that i said: ''Unless you really want to go Abraham...'' Now he was doubting that he wanted to go, but my aunt (His mother) Said: Go abraham

My cousing said: But they are going to see a movie

My aunt: So what? You can go with them too.

A silence time pass and i said

''No? Ok then, bye.''

After i entered to the car i was like ''Victory dance!''

On my house i got a bit sleepy so i slept.

Then my mother woke me up and said:

''Your cousing is downstairs, go and invite him to play with you''

I was all sleepy and angry, but then my mother said:

''I will own you a blizard from Dairy Queen son''

I knew that it was gonna be good. But i slept once again.

After i woke up,i hear kids on the streeth playing with the dirty water (It actually rain while i was sleep) They were asking to the cars to splash the streeth water to them.

I went down to see what my cousing was doing. He was on the kitchen, watching the kids playing.

After he saw me enter to the kitchen, i just walk to him like if i was gonna punch him. (IT'S GOODY TIME!!!)

He was like ''No jona i didn't do anything!''

I trow a fake punch and i laugh. Then he talk to me about the kids that were playing. I grabed some ''Oh's'' cereal, apple flavor from the quaker guy (That cereal is the best) while i was eating my cereal my cousin was talking. After i done i said ''Come upstairs to play''

We played Left 4 dead, Super Smash brothers brawl ''Space emisary mode'' since he doesn't have brawl and the main history is easy to understand. He doesn't know how to speak english after all. Yeah, L4D was on spanish so, it wasn't any trouble for him to understand (He is 11 or 10 BTW)

At nine, my mother came up and said ''Let's go for the ice cream'' I was like in my mind ''It wasn't so bad after all, i played a lot and i'm getting an ice cream, sweet!''

AT DAIRY'S QUEEN STORE:

Finally, after some trip on car, we made it to Dairy's Queen. I love the ice cream there. We went to the ''Drive tru'' obviously.

But there was this guy that sounds like if he was new. He took like 20 minutes to take such a simple order.

After that we pass to the part where you pay and get your damn ice cream. The guy took a long time to at least, give us one ice cream.

In case you don't know, there's a promotion at Dairy's queen that, if they don't put your ''Blizard'' upside down it's free, and if they do and it fell, you get a free one''

This dude, do that and he trow part of the ice cream on the window, his face was like ''Oh shit....'' And so he went inside again...

We were laughing so damn hard! Also we were doing joke of the time that he took ''Ma'am, are you still here??''

After some time, a lady came out and said, ''here are you vanilla cone, and 3 blizzard'' And i was like ''What about mine mom?'' Probably, mine was the one that the guy trow, darn. Then the lady came to clean his partner mess. after 2 minutes i got my blizzard.

After all the trip, my mom said ''Looks like i own you another ice cream'' And i say ''God bless that guy!''

Well that was the videotape boys, how was it? If you couldn't understand, i need to go to Harmon Hall again...

The questions that i did to SSoH

2009-07-21T01:13:00.001-07:00

In case you wonder what questions did i make to ssoh, here they are:

1.- How would you rate 1 to 5 these nintendo princess: Rosalina, Daisy, Peach, Zelda, Midna.

2.- What's your favorite SNES game?

3.- If you had 3 wishes, what would they be (It's a classy one, isn't?)

4.- If you live with mario, how you think it would be?

5.- Do you have brawl? If you do, then who's your favorite character?

6.- Do you have a nice video editing software?

7.- What do you hate more on a Mario ROM hack (without counting the black piranhas spam)

8.- The worst ROM hack?

9.- Have you ever played Team Fortress 2?

10.- Are you interested on Valve games?

11.- Who's better, Master Chief or Mario?

12.- If you could have a super power, what would it be and why?

13.- If you had the opportunity to go somewhere on this world, where would it be? (I'm betting that you will answer germany)

14.- What do you think that ProtonJonh isn't going to do (For now i guess) any mario ROM hacks?

15.- If you could have a TV Show, of what would it be?

16.- Left or right?

17.- Read this fast a few times: I am Sofa King Wee Todd Id

18.- Have you played Metal Slug? If you do, give us an oppinion

19.- What do you think of New Super Mario Bross for Wii?

20.- What do you think if SMW could be played with 2 persons on a same screen? Even Rom hacks.

21.- Vince or Billy Mays?

22.- What do you think of FRED?

23.- Can you do a backflip or something like that? and if you can, can you do it for camera?

24.- Where's that DAMN fourth chaos emerald!?

25.- Favorite food?

26.- What's what you love to do?

27.- Your kind of woman?

28.- Awesome face?

29.- Pills here!

30.- Your opinions on fads (Remember me?)

31.- Weegee!

32.- If you could do a machinima, of what would it be and what game would you use?

33.- Anything that you always wanted?

34.- And for the last question, what's your favorite hotdog?

That's it folks, now go home!

Mexico City bad experiences....

2009-07-08T02:32:00.000-07:00

Well, before i go to mexico city (I live in Hermosillo, Sonora, in case you wonder) I had a few bad experiences on Mexico City, i can only remember 2, now let's beggin, ''Shall we?''

1) Stucked foot on the subway train door

When i tough that being on an unknown city was bad, this happens...

Yes, it happen once, i was like, uh, 8 or 10. That day we were on a hurry ''GET TO TEH SHOOPA!!'' reference would do it. I was gonna board the ''Metro'' when it closes the door. I was scared! I started to cry (I could have loss the live there, the train could have just start tomoving and my skin would have been all over the wall)

Seriously i was all scared, the good thing is that the train has this mechanism that open the door if something is blocking it from closing, and the train avoid from moving. After that, we entered the train, my mom got seat and i just lay on her legs while crying, there was this weirdo looking at me with a creepy smile (That spah is a pedophile!) Now i have been more carefull with the train, but the fear is still there when i see the train door opening for me, waiting to crush my bones with the walls....

2) Trow up on the subway (Again on the subway)

Everything started on the plane, i guess i was like 12 or 13 this time. They gave us this weird potato chips mix, it had peanuts, chily and all that things. I used to eat the one that they gave me, and one that they gave to my brother. After that, i feel like it was in the middle of my troath.

I was all the day like that, also tired, we walked who knows how long, just to see the independence angel statue (I seriously was about to trow up) Then we went to one of those sissy formal restaurants, all i ate was a milkshake, cause i really didn't wanted to ate something, but i didn't wanted to pass the nigth with no DINNER!

When we aboard the Metro, it was night, we were about to arrive to my uncle house. I was dizzed There was lot of people on the Metro, we were like tunnas, i was standed up next to my bigger brother Daniel, i just layed my head on his arm and actually sleep for a few minutes, i was all tired. Then we walked out of the metro, i was like ''Mom, i don't feel too good....'' It was like Conker's BFD then my mom grabbed my arm, a few steps i trowed up, it was embarrasing.

Thanks God my mom didn't freaked out, she just took out a little tissue, and cleaned a bit of her arm (A bit of my vomit fell on her, dang) overall all at least i was free of my sickness if you can call it like that.

And i was worried that, that momment was gonna be on the news (Don't ask me why i tough that, it's stupid but normally people uses everything for TV purpuses).

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I guess that's it, now when i see that picture up there, i say to me ''I can't believe that I'm going to that place again!''

Wish me luck guys and pray for me. Cause if something happens to me, i doubt someone of my family knows how to upload the Hack file.

The house on the left thing

2009-07-07T01:29:00.000-07:00

Well i just watched a movie with my brother, it wasn't all that scary, just suspense. The thing is in resume, the bad guys got a a taste of their own medicine. This seriously makes you think, what if would be on that situation? With all the killers and all that. Makes your inner killer come out and say ''Come and get some!'' Man, this is just like counter strike!

The main actress (The daughter, Mary) was actually pretty :3, Too bad she got raped on the movie D: Yes, explicic momments, i was like O.O And probably my brother was the same, good that he changed the time line.

But what would you do if you're in that kind of situation? Like, getting on that kind of situation, falcon punch some of the killers, trying to scape, play Hide and Go seek, etc.